That proved me wrong

why was i so hesitant in doing this?
back then, i thought that this could be the worst possible thing that could ever happen,
but now i realized that it wasn't as bad as i thought that it would be.
the experience is good,
the company is even better,
and the rewards are the best.
I'm sure glad things turned out the way they did.

Stupid, Crazy in ..........

this is definitely different, i guess that's it. I would have never guessed that it would happen, of all people......
From the very first day, somebody stood out.
Destiny helped, everything developed.
Proximity,
Relations,
Similarities.
This is so stupid
This is so crazy
this is ....

cut loose

if it's gonna be done, get it over with.
so i can start moving on, and moving forward.
don't keep me wondering and waiting over nothing.

Proximity

Being close doesn't give the person special privileges. Everyone is special and has the right, the only problem is, not everyone utilizes this chance. Because of being buddies, it may be easier for them to approach me, but it doesn't mean that other people can't. I'll gladly help, whoever it is, just as long as they ask. I don't want to be the one going around, offering my assistance to those not even willing to ask for it in the first place.

3 types of classes

We have
the independent
the needy
and the spoiled
all of them are special in their own quirky ways

Fatty Know it All

sige, ikaw na gumawa
magaling ka masyado eh,
baka kasi napapgod ka na kakakanood ng youtube at kakachat buong araw diba.

A New Development

and another one seems to be emerging,
but as they say,
nothing beats the original.

Quoting a Valkyrie

as Lenneth have said

"I cannot do this, I am no Goddess of Love"

It's okay if you ask me questions about academic or activities or even about life in general,
but when you start asking me questions and advice about your love problems,
it gets a little bit awkward.

Back to Normal

the storm has passed,
it is calm once again.

Man vs. Machine

in my recent battle against the machine,
i lost......
stupid machine.

Irritation

This is really getting on my nerves.

Why am I so affected,
it's a very senseless thing.
It's not even worth my time.

T-T

i badly need one

Disheartened

On this hot Sunday afternoon,
I sit alone in my room
Infinite thoughts rushing through my head,
but one stands triumphant,
haunting me.

I am only human, still with emotions.
I may put a wall around me,
making me mighty and strong,
the moment that wall breaks down
i am like a vulnerable child.

I did this to myself,
i am the one to blame,
i never should have expected so much
i never should have hoped.
All i got was disappointment.

I never should have opened the wall,
even a tiny bit,
I wanted people to come in and they did
but no one told me or warned me,
that they could just as easily leave.

Real Courage

“Superman is not brave.
You can't be brave if you're indestructible.
It's every day people, like you and me, that are brave,
knowing we could easily be defeated
but still continue forward.”

Life of Fantasy

Living in a world of imagination is great.
The only sad thing about it,
you always have to return to reality.

Be wary,

"the iron fist is coming"

crossing over

it's time to wake up and accept the fact that you're no longer part of their side,
you're already actually on the other side.
you may look and visit but you can no longer stay there.
For them to realize that you're on different sides,
you have to realize it first yourself.

as always,,...

I'll be here...
I'll be "waiting"...here...
I'll be waiting...for you...so...
If you come here...
You'll find me.
I promise.

Good ol' college days

seems funny that we end up being in the same situation once again,
not much has changed,
same problem, same thoughts, same feelings.
the only difference is that we grew a little older,
yet, we're still the same two immature people going through the same old predicament.

deal breaker

the offer's tempting,
but it's missing one thing.
a very important thing for me,
so, sorry, no deal.

Unrequited

sabi nga from a famous movie line,

“Oo, kaibigan mo lang ako!...and I’m so stupid to make the biggest mistake in my life of falling in love with my bestfriend!”

the worst situation that you could ever be in is on the giving end of an unrequited love, especially when the receiving end is your friend or someone very close to you. Everyday you would get to spend time with her, joke around, share ideas and talk about different things except one particular topic, your true feelings.

Everyday you would cherish every moment with her making every minute special for you. It might just seem normal to that person but for you, that time is precious. You would always go out of your way to make that person feel special without revealing your true intentions.

Every time that person needs a favor, you're always the first one to be there. When that person needs someone to talk to, you're all ears. If she needs a shoulder to cry on, yours is wide open.
Then there will come a situation like this or something very similar,
she comes up to you teary eyed and you can't do anything about it, all you can do is hug her slowly and utter these words,
"ok lang yan, andito lang ako, mahal na mahal kita, di kita pababayaan"

those words mean everything to you but just comforting words for her, and when she returns to normal, you go back to your usual sad situation of being JUST FRIENDS.
you go home and then just curl up in your bed, thinking to yourself,

"mahal naman kita eh, sana ako na lang"

falling into place

the pieces are coming together,
and even fate is giving me a hand.

Just Because....

:)

Aarrghh,,...

it's like talking to a brick wall,
there's no getting through to them.

the answer is yes,

one thing would always assure them of a positive response,
i dread the day when they find out what it is,

First Video - Grow Old With You

product of insomnia and boredom :D

changes

what used to be the least is now the most,
and what used to be the most is now the least.

FREE HUGS!!!!!!!!

cause we all need one,
once in a while :p

buzzing bees

it's true that you get more bees with honey,
but who cares,
i'm thinking of being an exterminator just to shut them up.

.......

and there's nothing anyone can do about it.

Mind boggling

bakt??
ang weird...

Maturity

How can someone really say that they are mature.
Is there a way on how you can measure the level of maturity of a person.

Most people will say that a person matures when one can already make grown-up decisions.
Does that mean being mature is the same as being a grown-up???
And what exactly are grown-up decisions??
How can you differentiate this type of decision from other decisions??
In my opinion, grown-up decisions are those that are hard to make,
so hard that it usually hurts the decision maker.
It hurts because it usually is the one thing that you don't want to do,
but unfortunately, it is also the one thing that you have to do.

Letting go of someone you love because it's the best thing to do,
Sacrificing something very important to you for the benefit of others,
Hurting another person just to do the right thing.
All these can be considered as grown-up decisions.
All of these are also selfless acts.

So, if you make selfless acts, you make grown-up decisions,
if you make grown-up decisions, then you are mature.
therefore, being selfless means being mature???

So what's wrong about being immature??
what's wrong about thinking of yourself first??
Is it so wrong to be selfish??

I think maturity doesn't automatically come to a person at a certain age,
it comes to a person when one wants to be mature.
In short,
maturity isn't gained with age,
It is gained upon choice.

Something Interesting

It's weird how some people can be so interesting without doing anything while others may do almost anything but still seem to be the most uninteresting person for you.

Favoritism and Maximum Leniency

One I should apply and one I shouldn't,
i'm just having a hard time figuring out which is which.

Story of a broken heart

Limits

there's a limit to everything,
there' s a limit to being nice
there's a limit to being understanding
there's a limit to being too giving
sometimes you have to think about yourself and just be selfish...

Jollibee Dancing

dahil benta sakin si jabi, post ko na rin sya dito :D

Fluid

ang daming fluid sa mundong ito, but not the liquid kind.
sabi nga ni matthew nung tinanong siya sa bb. acheng, "sexuality is fluid".
isang example lang yun,
pero mas napapansin kong mas fluid is the way a person thinks.
Nabasa ko from an old email kung paano ko magisip dati, from my point of view now, napakimmature ng way of thinking ko dati, completely opposite of my preferred logical way of thinking about things. for now,...

sabi ko nga fluid ang pagiisip ng tao, it just takes one life changing event to completely reverse a person's way of thinking.
Ano kaya yung next event na yun that would make me look back sa blog entry na to and say, "bakit ganun ako magisip dati, walang sense"

i guess i'll just have to wait...

Nostalgia

Why don't we give blogging another try,
One thing i noticed from my previous blog, it was mostly written in English.
BAKIT???? di ba ko marunong magtagalog dati, weird.