as always,,...

I'll be here...
I'll be "waiting"...here...
I'll be waiting...for you...so...
If you come here...
You'll find me.
I promise.

Good ol' college days

seems funny that we end up being in the same situation once again,
not much has changed,
same problem, same thoughts, same feelings.
the only difference is that we grew a little older,
yet, we're still the same two immature people going through the same old predicament.

deal breaker

the offer's tempting,
but it's missing one thing.
a very important thing for me,
so, sorry, no deal.

Unrequited

sabi nga from a famous movie line,

“Oo, kaibigan mo lang ako!...and I’m so stupid to make the biggest mistake in my life of falling in love with my bestfriend!”

the worst situation that you could ever be in is on the giving end of an unrequited love, especially when the receiving end is your friend or someone very close to you. Everyday you would get to spend time with her, joke around, share ideas and talk about different things except one particular topic, your true feelings.

Everyday you would cherish every moment with her making every minute special for you. It might just seem normal to that person but for you, that time is precious. You would always go out of your way to make that person feel special without revealing your true intentions.

Every time that person needs a favor, you're always the first one to be there. When that person needs someone to talk to, you're all ears. If she needs a shoulder to cry on, yours is wide open.
Then there will come a situation like this or something very similar,
she comes up to you teary eyed and you can't do anything about it, all you can do is hug her slowly and utter these words,
"ok lang yan, andito lang ako, mahal na mahal kita, di kita pababayaan"

those words mean everything to you but just comforting words for her, and when she returns to normal, you go back to your usual sad situation of being JUST FRIENDS.
you go home and then just curl up in your bed, thinking to yourself,

"mahal naman kita eh, sana ako na lang"

falling into place

the pieces are coming together,
and even fate is giving me a hand.

Just Because....

:)

Aarrghh,,...

it's like talking to a brick wall,
there's no getting through to them.

the answer is yes,

one thing would always assure them of a positive response,
i dread the day when they find out what it is,

First Video - Grow Old With You

product of insomnia and boredom :D

changes

what used to be the least is now the most,
and what used to be the most is now the least.

FREE HUGS!!!!!!!!

cause we all need one,
once in a while :p

buzzing bees

it's true that you get more bees with honey,
but who cares,
i'm thinking of being an exterminator just to shut them up.

.......

and there's nothing anyone can do about it.

Mind boggling

bakt??
ang weird...

Maturity

How can someone really say that they are mature.
Is there a way on how you can measure the level of maturity of a person.

Most people will say that a person matures when one can already make grown-up decisions.
Does that mean being mature is the same as being a grown-up???
And what exactly are grown-up decisions??
How can you differentiate this type of decision from other decisions??
In my opinion, grown-up decisions are those that are hard to make,
so hard that it usually hurts the decision maker.
It hurts because it usually is the one thing that you don't want to do,
but unfortunately, it is also the one thing that you have to do.

Letting go of someone you love because it's the best thing to do,
Sacrificing something very important to you for the benefit of others,
Hurting another person just to do the right thing.
All these can be considered as grown-up decisions.
All of these are also selfless acts.

So, if you make selfless acts, you make grown-up decisions,
if you make grown-up decisions, then you are mature.
therefore, being selfless means being mature???

So what's wrong about being immature??
what's wrong about thinking of yourself first??
Is it so wrong to be selfish??

I think maturity doesn't automatically come to a person at a certain age,
it comes to a person when one wants to be mature.
In short,
maturity isn't gained with age,
It is gained upon choice.

Something Interesting

It's weird how some people can be so interesting without doing anything while others may do almost anything but still seem to be the most uninteresting person for you.